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j4 ([personal profile] j4) wrote2004-06-12 11:58 pm

unrelated incident

I just don't learn. Stupid, stupid. Every time, I can't resist looking; and every time I'm hurt by what I see. Like walking into the same glass door over and over again.

Of course, on one level I realised the truth a long time ago. I just wonder how many years it will take me to really accept it, and how much of me will be left by that time.