One of these days I'm going to pull myself together
Okay, well, it was the right decision from a "me" point of view not to go to ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
angua and ejde's party, though I still feel guilty about not going. :-( But I've been feeling queasy and twitchy and weepy and badly headachey for most of the evening, and I really don't think I'd have felt any better if I'd tried to be sociable. I think I'd have just ended up yelling at people and storming out and then feeling even worse (not to mention spoiling the party for everybody else).
To be honest I feel like I'm on the verge of just screaming at everybody and generally having a full-scale temper tantrum until somebody comes and picks me up and says apologetically "She's not normally like this, she's just over-tired" and carts me off to bed.
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Pub last night was ... mixed.
( blah blah blah )
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Tired now. Bedtime. Wish I could just stay in bed tomorrow until I feel ready to get up, butsion_a's parents are here so I can't really. :-/
angua and ejde's party, though I still feel guilty about not going. :-( But I've been feeling queasy and twitchy and weepy and badly headachey for most of the evening, and I really don't think I'd have felt any better if I'd tried to be sociable. I think I'd have just ended up yelling at people and storming out and then feeling even worse (not to mention spoiling the party for everybody else). To be honest I feel like I'm on the verge of just screaming at everybody and generally having a full-scale temper tantrum until somebody comes and picks me up and says apologetically "She's not normally like this, she's just over-tired" and carts me off to bed.
* * *
Pub last night was ... mixed.
( blah blah blah )
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Tired now. Bedtime. Wish I could just stay in bed tomorrow until I feel ready to get up, but
sion_a's parents are here so I can't really. :-/