It's maybe partly habit, if you see what I mean? If you've been feeling like that for ages, having a couple of good days may mean that you don't feel *worse* about yourself, but it's often not enough to help you feel *better*. Also nervousness about Shiny New Job may not help (note: expect to feel confused about Shiny New Job for at least the first week. I always sodding hate the first week of a job, I flap all over the place failing to know anything. It settles down after that).
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Date: 2004-02-09 01:25 am (UTC)*hugs* & good luck with job starting!