It is so strange the way things turn

This entry is going to be a heap of little bits and pieces, a mixture of good and bad, because that's what the last few days seem to have been.

( Friday: sex, lies, and pizza )

( Saturday: beyond the car )

( Sunday: pottering all around the house )

( Monday: hopelessly adrift )

( Tuesday: revelations for little miss tunnel vision )

What's happening now: Completely failing to get my act together with reference to job applications. Dithering about whether to apply for a job which looks interesting, but a) pays slightly less than this one (but for shorter hours), b) looks like it might involve having to do some accountancy training, and c) is only three days away from the closing date so will be a huge stress to apply for at this late stage.

Feeling very woozy and headachey; keep feeling like I'm about to black out, my eyes kind of roll a bit but then they flick back to their normal position and it makes my headache twinge. Not looking forward to cycling home in the dark in this state at all. Time to go home now, though, if we're going to get dinner before sion_a goes over to see simonb.