I have found myself struggling more with procrastination since starting NewJob. (I kind of know why this is, a bit, but I don't think it's a *reasonable* or helpful response to the situation, and in summary, gah.) This is especially irritating as when I was still freelancing full-time I kept grumbling about myself about my procrastination etc etc, only to discover NOW that in fact I was doing reasonably well.
It does not help that the overall feeling of resistance reminds me uncomfortably of second year at Oxford, when I was in the middle of the decision to change course and was really not all that well. I am not happy about the idea of fetching up back in that mental state.
Which is to say: good luck, and from a selfish POV, I enjoy reading your entries so this is a pleasing thing to read :)
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Date: 2010-11-03 08:58 am (UTC)It does not help that the overall feeling of resistance reminds me uncomfortably of second year at Oxford, when I was in the middle of the decision to change course and was really not all that well. I am not happy about the idea of fetching up back in that mental state.
Which is to say: good luck, and from a selfish POV, I enjoy reading your entries so this is a pleasing thing to read :)