I was practically in tears just from the sheer pointlessness of the job
this sounds pretty much how I've been feeling for most of this year. It's really hard to be in a situation like this because the symptoms themselves sap the will to do anything about it, so it seems impossible to find a way out. add a nice dash of 'I have no right to moan when so many are out of work /starving/homeless' and you have a recipe for exhaustion and misery!
Without wishing to be all me!me!me! here I have spent most of a year dredging through this stuff and feeling like this and having decided to change career I now feel clearer and lighter. it feels like having one's mental garden turned over for spring with new furrows laid down for plants to be bedded in. hard work will be needed but at least I know what to do. so if it helps at all, there are ways out of these feelings and I hope that you find them, if that is what you choose to do. And thanks for being so eloquent.
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Date: 2003-01-01 10:24 am (UTC)this sounds pretty much how I've been feeling for most of this year. It's really hard to be in a situation like this because the symptoms themselves sap the will to do anything about it, so it seems impossible to find a way out. add a nice dash of 'I have no right to moan when so many are out of work /starving/homeless' and you have a recipe for exhaustion and misery!
Without wishing to be all me!me!me! here I have spent most of a year dredging through this stuff and feeling like this and having decided to change career I now feel clearer and lighter. it feels like having one's mental garden turned over for spring with new furrows laid down for plants to be bedded in. hard work will be needed but at least I know what to do. so if it helps at all, there are ways out of these feelings and I hope that you find them, if that is what you choose to do. And thanks for being so eloquent.