Congrats on getting a working car in addition to the one you love but which doesn't work very well!
The B-&-H feeling *might* well be a habit, that's an interesting thought. But your feelings are just that: feelings, inside you: they aren't independent entities which can exist outside of you on their own. They are yours: nobody else has any choice about your feelings nor about what you decide to do about them (such as ignoring them because you know they will change in due course anyway). Moreover, you have clearly made choices - excellent ones, IMHO - about your actions over the last week. You are not letting yourself be the victim of your own feelings, you're getting on with life: quite right, too. You are the mistress of your internal house: hurray for you!
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Date: 2004-02-09 03:57 am (UTC)The B-&-H feeling *might* well be a habit, that's an interesting thought. But your feelings are just that: feelings, inside you: they aren't independent entities which can exist outside of you on their own. They are yours: nobody else has any choice about your feelings nor about what you decide to do about them (such as ignoring them because you know they will change in due course anyway). Moreover, you have clearly made choices - excellent ones, IMHO - about your actions over the last week. You are not letting yourself be the victim of your own feelings, you're getting on with life: quite right, too. You are the mistress of your internal house: hurray for you!