1. - Dependence on others -- I don't want to remove it, but I want to lessen it. I believe I can, but I also believe it's going to take time. - Avoidance. I know I can work harder and not faff so much, I know I can get things done when they need doing. I just need to do so. - My bitchy streak. I want to get to a point where just because I can think of a really nasty thing to say, doesn't mean I have to say it. I'm getting there, slowly. - Tendency to sulk when I'm cross with people. I can always snap myself out of it (and apologise) eventually, and the snap-out time is getting shorter, but I want to get it shorter still.
2. I'm reluctant to answer questions which involve giving away other people's secrets; I'm reluctant to answer questions which involve choosing between things I don't see a need to choose between.
3. Nobody!
4. I've deleted the ones I've regretted most. Mostly just whinges that I've realised were very unconstructive. Out of the ones I allowed to remain... I regret posting the really positive and happy stuff about getting the conditional job offer from ACRE, because once I'd put all that hope into words it made it so much more concrete, and thus so much worse when they took it away from me again, & believe me it was bad enough anyway. I regret posting unhappy stuff about other people, because it never makes things any better.
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Date: 2004-07-29 03:48 pm (UTC)- Avoidance. I know I can work harder and not faff so much, I know I can get things done when they need doing. I just need to do so.
- My bitchy streak. I want to get to a point where just because I can think of a really nasty thing to say, doesn't mean I have to say it. I'm getting there, slowly.
- Tendency to sulk when I'm cross with people. I can always snap myself out of it (and apologise) eventually, and the snap-out time is getting shorter, but I want to get it shorter still.
2. I'm reluctant to answer questions which involve giving away other people's secrets; I'm reluctant to answer questions which involve choosing between things I don't see a need to choose between.
3. Nobody!
4. I've deleted the ones I've regretted most. Mostly just whinges that I've realised were very unconstructive. Out of the ones I allowed to remain... I regret posting the really positive and happy stuff about getting the conditional job offer from ACRE, because once I'd put all that hope into words it made it so much more concrete, and thus so much worse when they took it away from me again, & believe me it was bad enough anyway. I regret posting unhappy stuff about other people, because it never makes things any better.