Safety Dance
Jan. 19th, 2005 10:26 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Last night I was among the last to leave the office; that is, I scrambled to get my things together and leave before the last person capable of setting the alarm left the building. Another girl was doing the same, a newish employee whose name I don't even know yet. As we left the building together, she said "Is it safe walking here at this time?"
Slightly odd phrasing aside, I wasn't at all sure I knew what she meant. "Safe in what way?" I ask, seeking clarification. She looks at me blankly. "I mean, safe from what?" More blank looks, before she repeats "Is it safe?" and I really don't know what to say.
The site where we work is extremely dark. The cycle path I take to get home is dark, poorly-surfaced in places, and bounded by woodland and scrubby bushes. Most of the nearby buildings are university departments (though there may be some student accommodation around there as well) and are more or less deserted after 5:30pm. Is it safe? I have no idea. I don't feel unsafe; I cycle with a light on the front handlebars and a reflective jacket, and it's about 2 minutes' cycle to the main road. If I walked (as I have done) I'd carry a torch and probably still wear the reflective jacket.
My main worry is that I'll be run over by an unlit cyclist. That would hurt, but would be unlikely to be fatal. The other (less likely) worry is that I'll fall off my bike or trip over an unseen obstacle in the dark, break an ankle or wrist or leg or something, and be unable to get back to a building -- but I've got a mobile phone, and nobody ever died of a broken ankle, and even if for some reason the phone didn't work I would probably be able to drag myself to one of the nearby buildings with the sort of relatively minor injury I'd be likely to get from just falling over.
There are advantages to this dark and treacherous route, however. It makes my journey home considerably shorter, and does so without introducing the need to negotiate busy roads or junctions. It also allows me to cycle past the Co-op on the way home if I need to. These are useful things. Alternative ways of getting home will carry their own disadvantages: driving is more expensive, involves more damage to the environment, takes longer than cycling (though longer in the dry, which is sometimes an advantage) and is probably just as hazardous (though in this scenario there's more danger of me running over the unlit cyclists than vice versa). Walking has most of the disadvantages of cycling and takes three times as long. And so on, and so forth.
I have, in short, done a personal risk assessment and weighing up of the pros and cons which leads me to the conclusion that cycling that route is the best fit for the factors that matter to me. I can't do this for other people.
One worry is perhaps conspicuous by its absence, however; I am not worried that the Bad Man is hiding in every bush, waiting to leap out at me and do unspeakable things to my person or my property. Should I be? Or rather, should I be more worried about that on a dark bit of university land (which isn't even on the maps) than on a London side-street?
This morning, chatting to another colleague over coffee, the conversation turned again to dark cyclepaths (it's one of our favourite gripes); "It does make me scared, you know, especially after that poor student," she said. My turn to look blank now, before guessing what she was talking about. "You mean Sally Geeson?" "Yes, yes, that poor student, so horribly murdered." I made appropriate noises, but I was confused.
Sally Geeson, as far as I could tell from the patchy accounts in the news, was abducted when she got into a car which she believed was a taxi. This was in the centre of town, on New Year's Eve. Her body was found several days later. (Her murderer, once suspected, committed suicide by setting fire to himself and jumping from a high window.) The only way I can see that her dreadful story has any relevance to how scared one might be to cycle home from work at night is that it reminds us that there exist people in the world who will do deliberate and fatal harm to other people. Am I unusual in being consciously aware of that fact already?
As for the specifics of our workplace, I have heard no recent reports of any crimes taking place on this patch of land, and I certainly have no statistics on what proportion of crimes take place here as compared to elsewhere, even elsewhere in Cambridge. Some places may be safer than others, but nowhere is 100% safe: if people can get there, crime can take place there, for any value of "there" and most values of "crime". And if you can't get there, does it matter if it's safe or not? What if a poisonous tree explodes in a disused quad? There are sensible measures I can take to increase my own safety, but as far as I'm concerned hiding in my house (or workplace) until it gets light isn't one of them.
Slightly odd phrasing aside, I wasn't at all sure I knew what she meant. "Safe in what way?" I ask, seeking clarification. She looks at me blankly. "I mean, safe from what?" More blank looks, before she repeats "Is it safe?" and I really don't know what to say.
The site where we work is extremely dark. The cycle path I take to get home is dark, poorly-surfaced in places, and bounded by woodland and scrubby bushes. Most of the nearby buildings are university departments (though there may be some student accommodation around there as well) and are more or less deserted after 5:30pm. Is it safe? I have no idea. I don't feel unsafe; I cycle with a light on the front handlebars and a reflective jacket, and it's about 2 minutes' cycle to the main road. If I walked (as I have done) I'd carry a torch and probably still wear the reflective jacket.
My main worry is that I'll be run over by an unlit cyclist. That would hurt, but would be unlikely to be fatal. The other (less likely) worry is that I'll fall off my bike or trip over an unseen obstacle in the dark, break an ankle or wrist or leg or something, and be unable to get back to a building -- but I've got a mobile phone, and nobody ever died of a broken ankle, and even if for some reason the phone didn't work I would probably be able to drag myself to one of the nearby buildings with the sort of relatively minor injury I'd be likely to get from just falling over.
There are advantages to this dark and treacherous route, however. It makes my journey home considerably shorter, and does so without introducing the need to negotiate busy roads or junctions. It also allows me to cycle past the Co-op on the way home if I need to. These are useful things. Alternative ways of getting home will carry their own disadvantages: driving is more expensive, involves more damage to the environment, takes longer than cycling (though longer in the dry, which is sometimes an advantage) and is probably just as hazardous (though in this scenario there's more danger of me running over the unlit cyclists than vice versa). Walking has most of the disadvantages of cycling and takes three times as long. And so on, and so forth.
I have, in short, done a personal risk assessment and weighing up of the pros and cons which leads me to the conclusion that cycling that route is the best fit for the factors that matter to me. I can't do this for other people.
One worry is perhaps conspicuous by its absence, however; I am not worried that the Bad Man is hiding in every bush, waiting to leap out at me and do unspeakable things to my person or my property. Should I be? Or rather, should I be more worried about that on a dark bit of university land (which isn't even on the maps) than on a London side-street?
This morning, chatting to another colleague over coffee, the conversation turned again to dark cyclepaths (it's one of our favourite gripes); "It does make me scared, you know, especially after that poor student," she said. My turn to look blank now, before guessing what she was talking about. "You mean Sally Geeson?" "Yes, yes, that poor student, so horribly murdered." I made appropriate noises, but I was confused.
Sally Geeson, as far as I could tell from the patchy accounts in the news, was abducted when she got into a car which she believed was a taxi. This was in the centre of town, on New Year's Eve. Her body was found several days later. (Her murderer, once suspected, committed suicide by setting fire to himself and jumping from a high window.) The only way I can see that her dreadful story has any relevance to how scared one might be to cycle home from work at night is that it reminds us that there exist people in the world who will do deliberate and fatal harm to other people. Am I unusual in being consciously aware of that fact already?
As for the specifics of our workplace, I have heard no recent reports of any crimes taking place on this patch of land, and I certainly have no statistics on what proportion of crimes take place here as compared to elsewhere, even elsewhere in Cambridge. Some places may be safer than others, but nowhere is 100% safe: if people can get there, crime can take place there, for any value of "there" and most values of "crime". And if you can't get there, does it matter if it's safe or not? What if a poisonous tree explodes in a disused quad? There are sensible measures I can take to increase my own safety, but as far as I'm concerned hiding in my house (or workplace) until it gets light isn't one of them.
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Date: 2005-01-19 01:18 pm (UTC)Manner of delivery of information. I read stuff in front of me, so I read planning applications and posters. I was (and am) rarely in front of a paper, or a telly, or a web news page, so didn't read them.
I didn't assume there was no Bad Stuff on Oxford, just that during my time as a student I saw very little direct evidence of it. I'm aware Oxford has a large homelessness problem, because I see/speak to/fall over evidence of it. I didn't see any crime, and only very occasionally heard anecdotal evidence of it every time I go out. That there probably was crime going on was just rational assessment based on the idea that, hey, it's a big city, there probably is somewhere.
I've always lived near the Cowley Road, and it still amazes me the number of people who talk about it being a horribly, nasty, dangerous area. I love Cowley Road, and, despite walking up and down it regularly for ten years, have never seen anything which suports the idea that its dangerous.
Except for once, actually... me and a friend found an empty syringe lying in a small park area, and then, on closer examination, a whole load more, one of which was proving very interesting to a baby which had crawled a few feet away from its parents. We cleared them up, called environmental health and the council to make some noise, and warned the people sitting about in the park.
I take a lot of interest in my surroindings, but only because I feel I'm part of them, and if something happens like that, I can do something about it. I occasionally feel guilty for my completely inability, despite trying, to keep up with the news - then wonder if it's just the feeling of powerlessness, that I can't alter anything I read about, that prevents me from showing the same interest I do in my own area.
Er, did I have a point when I started this comment ? I forget. Apologies for wittering in other people's journals :)
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Date: 2005-01-19 01:19 pm (UTC)That didn't make sense, did it. It should have said:
I'm aware Oxford has a large homelessness problem, because I see/speak to/fall over evidence of it every time I go out. I didn't see any crime, and only very occasionally heard anecdotal evidence of it.
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Date: 2005-01-19 03:00 pm (UTC)Same here, thankfully; but there was certainly Bad Stuff going on -- I didn't buy the local paper (we got the freebies when we were living out, though) but saw quite enough evidence of Bad Stuff from the posterboards for the "OXfordmailan'times" (as shouted by the man with the pointy beard at Carfax).
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Date: 2005-01-19 04:48 pm (UTC)I share the feeling that I'm not going to let fear of the Bad Stuff disrupt my life. Although equally there's an issue of sensible precautions - if I'm roaring drunk then I'm probably better off having company to mind me (because I'm a lot more vulnerable); I won't have my headphones on late at night; that sort of thing.
I'm now wondering where walking across Hyde Park late at night on my own fits into this; I've done it, & I suddenly got very nervous halfway across (it having not even occurred to me to be worried before then). I suspect this is probably irrational fear & should be ignored. Not that it's really relevant now I don't live in Paddington, & I happily walk across Southwark Park late at night.
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Date: 2005-01-20 10:37 am (UTC)I dunno, if the headline says "LOCAL MAN MURDERED" or words to that effect then whether the associated article is "aerated" about it or not, it's still a person murdered, & hence still Bad Stuff. But yeah, if I saw a headline like "CAMBRIDGE SEETHING HOTBED OF VIOLENT DRUG CRIME" I'd take it with a pinch of salt, obv.
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Date: 2005-01-20 10:48 am (UTC)Now, obviously this is Bad Stuff & I sincerely hope the people responsible have been caught & banged up; but in terms of the impact on my own personal safety it's not that concerning[0], being as how I am not involved in any local drug gangs.
[0] Unless, of course, I happen to be around at the time & am an inadvertent witness & then have to disguise myself as a woman[1] & join a jazz band & go to Florida. But then I might get to pull Marilyn Monroe, so bonus.
[1] Er...
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Date: 2005-01-19 03:42 pm (UTC)