Long retrain coming
Apr. 19th, 2006 12:19 pmMy job is so meaningless. I mean, I know they all are, in the end, but this one is definitely more so than many. Less than the previous one, though. I suppose that's something to be thankful for. That, and the very reasonable salary.
And, I mean, it's indoors, which is a good thing.
But anyway.
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And, I mean, it's indoors, which is a good thing.
But anyway.
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In more than a word...
Date: 2006-04-19 02:19 pm (UTC)I mean, are we just arguing from different axioms here? I guess the problem is that I believe I should be able to spend more than 1/3 of my life doing things that are both useful to other people and interesting (or at least not frustrating-to-the-point-of-tears) to me. (I mean, I do have quite a lot of interests, and there are quite a lot of things which are useful to somebody, so you'd think there'd be a fair amount of overlap.) BTW that's "should" in the sense that I believe (and I admit that to some extent it's an article of faith) that in the current cultural context it should be possible; I don't have a sense of entitlement about it. I don't really think I'm "entitled" to anything but what I can carve out for myself without harming others. In that sense, I guess I think I'm entitled to try, or at least not actually morally obliged to just say "Oh well, I got unlucky, here's to another 50 years of boredom followed by death" [no Larkin quotes required at this juncture, please].
If that makes sense.
Perhaps I should have stuck with the original response. :-/
Do I understand your question, man, is it hopeless and forlorn?
Date: 2006-04-19 02:58 pm (UTC)Beckett would seem more apposite, anyway.
Re: Do I understand your question, man, is it hopeless and forlorn?
Date: 2006-04-19 03:20 pm (UTC)Re: In more than a word...
Date: 2006-04-19 07:34 pm (UTC)I've definitely had at least one job in the past which was so much fun to work on and was a project that appealed to all the workers to the extent that we all kept working on it for months after the money ran out, and can certainly see the appeal of trying for a job which could be something you loved rather than merely saw the good side of. It's certainly nice if you can manage it, but it's not essential.