meet and drink

[j4]

Was supposed to be going to London tonight for uk.misc meet, but now I know hoiho can't make it I just can't face doing all the train-related faff. I guess I was just being greedy hoping to see him again so soon after the weekend. And I feel guilty for letting everybody else down. :-( I bet he did make it to London in the end, too; that'd serve me right for being crap.

Anyway, I thought that not-going-to-London would mean I'd be able to go and catch up with J-P after all while he's in Cambridge, but what was originally going to be "meet up in the pub" has been turned into a major outing to Bury St Edmunds, so it'd mean just as much train faff, or else getting a lift with somebody & thus having no way of getting back when I feel too shattered and miserable to stand any more socialising.

And I have period pains, and I feel really weepy and headachey, and generally guilty about being too mopey and crap to do anything.

Comments

[taimatsu]

Sorry to hear things are like that - I very much sympathise with the party/transport/socialising badness as I often feel that way too. It's not just you, it's not weird, and it's generally (IMO) sensible to pull out of things if you know you are not going to enjoy yourself and are unlikely to be good company for others. If I were close enough I'd offer a real hug, but from here it'll have to be a virtual one. *hug* Hope stuff improves soon.