Argh

[j4]

I feel like I desperately need a break from the office. And I also feel like I need food.

Now I have to convince myself a) that I don't really need food, and b) that if I have a break from the office it must be to somewhere with no shops.

Am doing one of those get-paid-a-fiver-for-ticking-boxes psychology test things tomorrow lunchtime. I need to find more of those.

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[bopeepsheep.livejournal.com]

I know you have reasons, but you can't convince yourself of a) on a regular basis. Tis bad for you. Would send you sandwiches if that were possible. Have a virtual sandwich in the meantime, and a big slobbery snotty kiss from smallclanger. If that doesn't put you off food, nothing will. ;-)

[j4.livejournal.com]

I gave up in the end and bought five avocados for a pound on the market. And two bananas for 19p. Both have vitamins and stuff and are nice, and five avocados will do for two or three lunches. But now I feel crap for spending money. :-(

I should have made lunch at home but there was nothing in except some weird bread that sion_a made which I'm not really very keen on, and by the time I dragged myself out of bed there wasn't really time to make lunch. I was going to buy potatoes and make bucketfuls of potato salad, but I ended up nearly in tears at the market because I wasn't sure that the potatoes there were the cheapest available, and I couldn't face walking to Sainsburys only to find that the ones on the market were cheaper, and I thought that having bought the avocados and bananas (which increasingly feels like a stupid thing to buy, but I needed to eat something, and avocado usually cheers me up, and they were pretty good value) I shouldn't buy anything else, and now I don't know what I'm going to have for lunch tomorrow or the rest of the week.

And I was hoping to at least have something to look forward to at the weekend because I was going to see hoiho but he's got Stuff To Do (tidying etc.) so he doesn't want me there. :-( But of course now I worry that the real reason he doesn't want me there is just that I'm too miserable at the moment, nobody wants a miserable girlfriend. :-(